playing catch-up
So, I’m 20 now. Woot? It doesn’t feel any different. It’s good I guess because I am no longer plagued by the stereotypes of teenagedom. It’s bad because I am now an adult and well yeah…. I don’t think I want to be an adult. I still shy away from doing any chores unless I am threatened.
I am desperate for a car and yet am still guided by logic so I have … gah! I can’t think of the word. I have resigned myself to waiting until around May. I WANT THE CAR BY THIS SUMMER. Mom wanted me to wait for 6 months but bleh if I see a car in two months that I want I am going for it. I will have a decent down payment and I can make payments. People are always going on about how bad payments are but how else am I going to build my credit?
Ummm…..
All I do is work and school. I have lunch with Steph now and then… but half the time that’s because I am bumming a ride. I talk to Jess now and then but she does most of the talking and when I have something to say I usually feel embarrassed about it. I need more friends. I get along ok with people at work but nothing that has started anything outside the work place. I get along well with Lillie but she is 17 and acts it. I have hopes for Sara, the new girl. She is more like me than the others. Quiet and nice and she is 25-ish.
So, yeah… idk. That’s me for now. Hopefully something more exciting will happen but regardless I will try to update more from now on.

